50... Im almost 50 !! That fact keeps rolling around in my head. As the day draws closer its becoming more and more in the forefront of my thoughts and brings up a multitude of questions such as; do I have to cut my hair now and have that menopause no maintenance short style? Do I have to wear sensible shoes? Is it time that get a larger comfortable car? Can I still wear a jean jacket? but most importantly Who am I? What am I going to change/accomplish/create in this next period of my life?